not one night but several night I think about it and perform 'istikarah'. I dont want to regret one day, that is why I force myself to think and think ..
I'm a sinner, I cant let myself to make more sin after sin I've made. I feel like I become ungrateful person :'(
But then, I accept and agree to go with you. We decided to do it together. Less than 24-hour we made it!! I cant really remember how does it feels, but I remember that I feel suddenly strong, I want to be better, I just feel something like 'phew' .. and I hope we can continue our life as strong as the starting. Because I know, the finish line is just near to us, but to reach there, we have to cross a rivers, climb the mountain and we might be falling down, drowning.
At that time, I hope you're the one who clean my cut and wipe my tears, I'm the one who keep supporting you and cheers for you like what cheerleaders did.
Because its between us, and only us! not involving the others. They dont even know what is going on between us !
and I have to be so strong ! I have to ! Its Compulsory to be strong ! I'm happy that you're stronger than me . :)
As we go on, please please please . settle it down faster and make it official ASAP !
||its no related to the real story
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